The truely dismal world of me

Avatar! Ha!

2005-08-31T22:05:36Z

Ooh my new avatar is too cute. But I can't remember who made it. I just found it on my computer and felt like putting it on so if it's yours or you know who made it let me know so I can credit (or remove if so requested.. I don't mind)

Darn Bex for having LivingTV and being able to watch CSI every day!

I'm gonna lose my title over my monsters for watching more episodes. The student is overtaking the master. AHHHHH!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

or is it DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry.. I think only Sarah will understand that. Inside, CSI joke. Sorry.

*ahem*

Anyway.

System won NO awards (count 'em NONE) at the Kerrang! awards!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARF!
Did no-one vote? Does nobody have any taste AT ALL?
But to make the whole thing worse FUCKING GREEN DAY WON BEST BAND ON THE PLANET! BEST BAND ON THE PLANET! My arse are they the best band on the planet.

But on the up side (if there is one *grumbles*) the following awards were deserved in my opinion.

Best international newcomer : Trivium!
(oh yeah baby hahahahaha!)

Best single : Foo Fighters - Best Of You
(fair enough BYOB by SOAD should have one but they're welcome in second place)

Best video : MCR - Helena
(once again rightfully System's but okie doke I don't mind MCR)

Service to metal : Roadrunner records

Icon Award : Mrilyn Manson
(yay for Mr.Manson.. I still love him)

And there were more awards.. some good and some that pissed me off.

Matt Heafy from Trivium looks so cute recieving the award in K!

SOME of the pictures of him further into the mag look ok but not fab.. except the one with the bottle. hehehehe..

And don't start Sarah.. you like Matt (the lord) Zane! Ha! The lord. And on that note you still have my download video. I left it at yours. Me want it back for Trivium goodness. *withdraws*

I'm leaving now.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
xxx

xdream_for_mex @ 2005-08-15T14:16:00

2005-08-15T13:03:10Z

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xdream_for_mex @ 2005-03-19T20:55:00

2005-03-19T20:49:11Z

xdream_for_mex @ 2005-03-13T18:36:00

2005-03-13T18:31:19Z

MWAHAHAHA!!

xdream_for_mex @ 2005-02-18T13:14:00

2005-02-18T13:08:47Z

i was requested to post this so there we go:

happy valantines day!! i send my love to 2 very special men called Rik and Ade sigh

2005-02-14T22:37:02Z

well i went shopping with Sarah today. i went with £10 i think it was pretty preductive.
i mean i bought 2 vids and a cassette (which can i mention kicks some serious butt!!)
i have never seen the new statesman before but since it has Rik as the main character i wanna see it. and i found a video which had the new statesman: who shot Alan B'stard (his character) for £1.99 so i thought hey ho why not. at least i can get an idea of what it's like. so anyway i went across to HMV to see where abouts in the series the video is from and it just had to be the last episode of the last series didn't it. i mean you would have thought the title of the episode was pretty self-explanitory (even though on the back it says the attempt killing fails. so now i'm in termoil as to whether to watch it and get an idea of what it's like or buy the box set of all four series next week.

if anyone has seen it and can tell me if it will spoil the rest of the series if i watch it now will you please leave a comment?? thanx!!

anyway what else did i buy?? well i love french and saunders (although i felt great envy of Jen as usual and just to make it worse i have just seen a picture of her and Ade and 2 of their kids (i think there are three in total) at the shrek 2 thing that Jen was in) so bought French and Saunders live and i've seen about 3/4 of it and it is quite funny!! nothing in comparisson to Rik and Ade or Bill Bailey etc but we couldn't expect that sort of awesomeness.

ooh ooh and i got the Dr.Seuss collection of four stories read by non-other than Rik!! the four stories are the lorax (my fave Dr.Seuss), Dr.Seuss's ABC, the grich who stole christmas and one fish two fish, red fish blue fish. sadly it's the only cassette read by Rik (or so i believe) but Ade reads all of the others!! yup Ade!! and people wonder why i love them so much!! the read Dr.Seuss!! i think thats a little insensative. but it's so awesome!! i love it and i'm gonna get the Ade ones next week (hopefully). i have so many things to buy and no money to buy them with!!

i had my hair cut short and it's nice to be rid of tghe frizz. i really like it and everone agrees it is a major improvement.

anyway if anyone could answer that question i will be very greatful.

_bloomtoperish do you know where you got that picture of Ade and the girls that you poseted on the adrianedmondson community from?? just out of curiosity... thanx!!

anyway better go

bye bye xxxxxxxxxx

friends only... with greg.... hehehe anyhoo

2004-10-24T20:10:39Z

credit for this and the previous too horatioaddict

friends only

2004-10-24T19:22:04Z

pic 2...

2004-09-07T18:19:05Z

yay and now john cleese with monty python (the funny walk society!!!!) yay!!!!!!!!!!!

bye bye again
xxx

xdream_for_mex

xdream_for_mex @ 2004-09-07T19:03:00

2004-09-07T18:12:31Z

yay!!! i got new pics... i am gonna leave 2 entrys so u can see them along with the other 1 with the pinguins!! that 1 just cracks me up.
ok so if ur not already, go onto your (or someone elses) friends page and look at it from there so u can see my other pics...
the funny walk one is from monty python (the funny walk society). you can just soooo obviously tell its john cleese with the extrememly long lanky legs *thinks back to episode of faulty towers with the german lmao*. he reminds me of a daddy long legs lol!!
and you can all tell who the other one is... the long red hair just gives it away!! god he's cute with long hair... i really like red hair for some reason... it only suits certain people but for those it does suit it just DOES suit them!!

anyway prepare for the next 2 entrys

bye bye
xxx

xdream_for_mex

thanks for this emma

2004-08-23T18:13:40Z

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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yay cool!!!

hiya

2004-08-19T13:22:04Z

heeeeelllllllllloooo.
im at emmas hoose at the mo.
hehehehehe!!!!
yayayayay.
i haven't slept in yonks...
just been on the internet all night.
hehehehehehe.
its my bros bday today andim gonna have to go soon to pick up his pressie at willy's drum shop... you have already heard aboot him earlier so...
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehrehehehehehe.
bex stinks of poopy!!!
honest but true.

bye bye
xxx

xdream_for_mex

yawn!!!

2004-08-19T01:40:21Z

i'm usually never up at this time but i couldn't sleep so here i am.

sorry i know my entries are getting longer and longer.

oh its my brothers birthday tomorrow... of should i say today. he has reached the grand old age of 22 and in 10 days he will be a married man... good and bad news for me but i will get over it.
its my frist time as a bridesmaid... gulp!!! and its my bros wedding too so its even more important to me. i will probably make a complete and utter tit of myself by sneezing during the sceremony of tripping up as i walk down the ilse with emma (his wife-to-be). i know now i will cry my eyes out!! ='(

anyway, as i was saying; its my bro's beday today and i still ain't got him a pressie. its ok tho. all i have to do is pick it up today from willy's drum shop. im gettin him a drum stool. his is in a crap state. i would ahve got it yesterday but willy had none in :( . i would just like to mention that willy just rocks!!! he's a big fan of pigs. his shop is crammed with pilled up drums ans symbols that could easily fall down at any time and there is usually someone drunk hanging aboot insine. anyway he has 1 mug. the inside of the mug is browny black up to where the tea or coffee usually goes form constant use and never cleaning. on the outside of the mug there are pigs (cartoons) doing really very grotesque things to each other. lol.

anyway im gonna try and talk emma and kat into coming along for the ride cos im goin to emmas for aboot an hour or so with katand im gonna see if they wanna come along to sunderland with me.

anyway i better go.

bye bye
xxx

xdream_for_mex

p.s. notice i haven't mentioned grissom throughout the entire entry... d'oh!!!

urgh!! its the creature from the underworld!!

2004-08-18T14:54:24Z

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ok i think im gonna puke round aboot now.

"sometimes i get the impression that people dont understand me! that they dont know me the way i really am. there are only a few people in this world who really understand. One lives in Yorkshire, one is currently in france and the other is only a phone call away! i am so glad i have emma as a mate she truly knows what im really like and how i think and act. She understands the way i feel and knows just what to say to cheer me up! I have no idea what brought this on probably what she said in her entry today! "I'd laugh if they did end up going out with eachother (no I wouldn't really!!!!!!! Don't take it wrong!!!!!)I be too busy buying chocolate and wads of tissues!" so i just wanted to say a <font size=” 5”>HUGE</font> thankies to one of the bestest mates a girl could have!" - bex's diary

how incredibly cheesey and tacky was that?? (and not cheesey and tacky in the cool way)

granted, emma is a cool friend but come on...

ooh yay i got my new csi: crime scene investigation book today!!!!!! yay!!!!!!
just don't bother me over the next few days. im reading. (not really. PLEASE call me someone)

i think i know what job i want. either a cold case investigator (many thanks to waking the dead for the influence), a csi (many thanks to csi for the influence) or a criminal phsycologist cos i've always thought that would be soooo interesting.

what do you think??

yes. i know they are all conected to crime but i want to be a servent of the law. another minion of the subserviant justice of our country. hehehehe. long words.

anyway better go now. anyone want to enlighten my life and leave a coment on my coment board, be my welcome guest. its always a thrill to find new things to read (espescially when they're aboot me. lol)

goody good good.
another chapter of my life through. (don't worry. im being random.)

bye bye then
xxx

xdream_for_mex

hehehe

2004-08-17T19:27:06Z

i'm in a rather good mood today (for once).
not entirly sure why but anyway.
like to say this will not last to long so make the most of it.
hmmmmm...
not sure what i should be saying at this particular moment.
i'm talking to sarah and emma at the moment... yay!!
im half way through the last chapter of my csi: crime scene investigation book.
yayies for me!!
heres a good quote from calvin from the ever brilliant calvin and hobbes:
"the more you know, the harder it is to take decisive action. once you become informed, you start seeing complexities and shades of gray. you realize that nothing is as clear and simple as it first appears. ultimatly, knowledge is paralyzing."

good point well made.

i love calvin and hobbes!!!! they rock!!!!!

soo...
im tryin to make ny lj long and interesting like sarahs but the strain of this is beginning to show.

lets just say im short but simple (in many ways)

hehehe

i've been in a grissom mood recently. yay for gil.
sorry for all those who don't like (altho i don't know why. he rocks!!!)

anyway
bye for now

bye bye
xxx

xdream_for_mex

blah blah blah... as you can tell im in a talkative mood today!!

2004-08-11T18:23:19Z

just looking back. thinking of happy... and sad times!
god my life sucks!
i mean come on!! what exactly am i meant to be remembering here??
ok so my life went pretty much like this:

i was born... three cheers for that happy moment

cried... alot

puked... alot

got older... can you guess it?? thats right... alot!!

got teased by my big bro... yuhu alot... u smart cookie u!!

went to school

got teased by my bro

cried

puked just a little bit more

and... voila!! here i am today!!!

happy times

and on that incredibly depressing note...

bye bye
xxx

xdream_for_mex

I think im obsessed...

2004-08-05T17:59:39Z

can u be obsessed with several people at once??
yep its bad enough being obseesed with just 1 but this... well this just takes the buiscit (cool sayin ain't it)

im not gonna go into all the nitty gritty details of who and why... i think i'll save that for someone who cares.

so now its difficult to decide who i like more...

hhhhhhhmmmmmmm...

person 1- lovely person... very popular amongst the ladys... facied by many... cute (very cute)

person 2- i loved him since i knew what love was... i have known him all my life... tall... much older :(... 20 years old *sob*... i don't stand a hope in hell but never mind... at least he knows who i am... very sweet personality... just lovely in every way

person 3- don't know him all that well... but what i do no is that this person is super hot!!

katies actually online

2004-07-31T14:31:43Z

i was totally depressed cos whenever i come online it sez kats online when shes not really!!! but then was actually on but now she has gone off agen :( so now im loney agen :(

sob

bye ybe
xxx

xdream_for_mex

[pull the trigger and the nightmares go away]

2004-07-30T18:01:07Z

im incredibly lonely... no-one will come online. i have nobody 2 chat to on msn. somebody come online before i do something i WILL regret.

im in a little bit of a mood with joanne (but not a big 1). she things johnny depp is a mong. a MONG for crying outloud!! u can understand now why im a little pissed off with her... i mean where has she been?? on mars or something?? god she must be blind or something. i'll get over it sooner or later tho. lol!

better go now... i'm rambling.

bye bye
xxx

xdream_for_mex

Johnny D without a shirt... wowza!!

2004-07-29T19:30:56Z

just saw that ninth gate last night and im incredibly happy cos i got 2 see johnny depp without a shirt!!! ok so i had to suffer the small part where he was kinda doin it and his hair was short (which doesn't suit him) bu taprt from that it was great!!!

xdream_for_mex

air show blues

2004-07-25T19:50:29Z

bored!
lonely!
slightly embarresed!
depressed!

xdream_for_mex

Bye bye Sarah!

2004-07-23T18:46:03Z

hello this is my first entery to my journal! Sarah slept round last night! i got no sleep what so ever but sarah slept happily all morning until 11am whilst i was stuck slogging it out cleaning the house and hoovering the floors! grrr sarah... only joking! got picked up nd went to newcastle! looked around (sarah bought alot of power puff girls merchandise and really nice clothes and stuff nd i came out with a second hand steven king novel and a few bangles... a worthwhile trip all round!), went to see if anyone was at the green but nobody was there so we looked around even more..! it was a little boring but i was in good company so it was still fun =D! im upset tho cos sarahs gotta go to burmingham (i hope thats how ya spell it lol) for three whole weeks. gonna miss ya chicken (katie word i know)! Neva mind tho i still got kat nd becca nd ppl to keep me company lol!
gonna collapse any minute so i better finish this off! hope you haven't fallen asleep reading this... if you haven't please tune in to the next exciting instalment of boredom!

xdream_for_mex